Nothing.

That’s what I have for you today.  Nothing.

I spent my morning at work catching up on some things.  I’m still nowhere near caught up.  I know it was productive, but I don’t feel like it was.  I like to cross things off lists.  There was very little crossing going on.

I have a bunch of posts started and I tried to work on them to be able to publish.  They are funny posts and I don’t feel funny today.  I know some would argue I’m rarely funny and to those some I offer a hardy-har-har.  But I don’t even have the strength to pull off a slightly humorous chuckle-able post.

One post is a big one that I’ve been working on for about 2 weeks.  It’s not ready.  I’m not in a place where I can work on it.  It’s a tough one.

I don’t even have the energy to rant, though I’m sure if I was in a ranty mood there would be no shortage of things to rant about.

You see, there are many sides to me.  One of them is this side.  This is a very blah side.  No one likes this side of me.  I, especially, am not fond of it.  The blah side of me gets nothing accomplished.  It’s not lazy, it’s incapable.  There’s a difference.

I’m probably depressed, but I prefer to say “in a funk” since it sounds way less depressing than depressed does.  The fog will lift, hopefully sooner than later.

I would probably be better served to not post anything today and just go with a real post in a few days when I’m in a better mood.  I’m the kind of person, though, who likes to set arbitrary goals and deadlines and such and then force myself to stick to them.  Like my Friday posts.  No one says I have to post every Friday.  The blogoverse would not shut down if I skipped a week.  Probably hardly anyone would even notice!

{The blah me tends towards the self-pitying, in case you haven’t noticed.}

But I will feel immensely guilty if I take a Friday off.  Tomorrow will be super busy so I can’t even delay it a day.

So you get this post. Which really isn’t much of one.  If this is your first time reading, go back to my last few.  Those are better, I promise.  I hope you’ll come back.  For my old friends, stick with me.  There’s better stuff in my head.  I just misplaced it all.
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6 Responses to “Nothing.”

  1. DawnMarie38 says:

    Hope the “fog” lifts soon…until next time!

  2. Thanks. It will. It always does.

  3. Stephanie says:

    Sorry you’re sad. :( Hope the funk doesn’t last too long.

  4. Ado says:

    I’m so glad you mustered the energy to post a “blah” post and the courage to show the “real you.” I think you’re hard on yourself – I bet all of us have a blah side (well, mine is called my “bleh” side but that’s just one vowel difference…”
    We are so judgemental of ourselves. Maybe the blah side is the one that enables us to just rest while we are cooking up more interesting things. I don’t know. Can’t be “on” all the time. But now you’ve inspired me to post a “real” bleh post, too.

    • Bleh made me smile. I like your positive spin on my blah side. And you took way more from this than I thought possible, so thank you for that. That lifts my spirits! I appreciate you reading and commenting, even on what felt to me like such a stupid post. :) Have a great weekend!

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